Archives for December 2017

Happy Hump Day from LaLa and I. We’re getting ready for a weekend full of birthday parties.

LaLa’s has been going to a birthday party like every week for the past couple of weeks, and we have more to come this weekend. This little girls schedule is packed, lol.

It’s already December, and I cannot wait to start doing holiday activities with my family We have yet to put up our Christmas tree, the plan is to put it up tonight after work, but we’ll see hopefully we’ll do it by this weekend,and we’ll get more in the mood for the holidays.

Thanks for stopping by!!!

As I sit down in my living room alone writing this post before bed, no tv on, no light just me and my thoughts, I realize how much on the go I am non stop.

I’m really just on non stop go from Sunday to Sunday, and a girl is drained. I’m really just tired, tired from working, mothering, partnering, all that stuff. It may be my fault, because I really don’t know how to just relax, I always feel guilty for relaxing, like girl there’s things you can be doing, whether that be cleaning, working out, writing a blog post, something there’s always something to be done, and if you’re not where you want to be there’s not much time for relaxing, you can save that for another time.

Taking care of a toddler is a lot of fucking work. Whoever said it was easy is a damn lie. I feel like every stage is a new stage. When Alani was a baby i couldn’t wait for her to start talking because I thought if you talk you can tell me exactly what it is that you want, I just never thought of the NON stop talking, and thats the stage we’re at, but why mommy? How come? etc, etc. And to be honest kids can get really annoying sometimes and thats..

Okay just as I’m getting into the groove of this post this little mama walks out of the room, talking about “Why don’t you go to bed” LOL I swear I can’t make this shit up I cannot. like why aren’t you sleep little mama why? lol

But, like I was saying kids can get really annoying sometimes, even your own (Don’t judge me), but just imagine, being restless, and your kid is screaming, every other minute asking for something, Alani does this; if she sees me lying down, she’ll say oh mommy can I have an Icee, I’ll get up get the Icee, lie back down then its, “Mommy can I have popcorn” then “Mommy can I have something to drink” and she just never stops, I really believe she just doesn’t want me to rest. Oh, and let me add that she does NOT do this to her father like everrr. I’m really trying to get her into the habit of expressing her needs and wants to her father, because he can be on the couch watching tv, I can be in the bathroom relieving myself, and guess who she is coming to when she wants something?! The parent in the bathroom, ME!!.

Oh, Motherhood, I love it so much, but sometimes I’m just tired, and I don’t want to be bothered, and this is just MY honest truth. I’m sure some of you can relate, if so let me hear in the comment section below.

Lala when you’re older and able to read this just know that mommy loves you, and at this stage in your life your a piece of work!